Katie Leggitt

The energy that exists, between two objects, the moment before contact, is magical.  I believe the universe is calling me to explore that right now.  It lasts a split second, a millionth, the force that erupts prior to collision.  Within that space, there is so much happening. Everything surrounding that force is about to change forever. Nothing will be the same again.  All that exists around that moment adjusts itself to the new existence, the new truth, the new way of living. Tension.   Desire. Proximity. Touch, reverberation. Connection. Wave.  Satisfaction.  Pulse. When there is a collision, because I don’t know what else to call it right now, the kinetic force pushes a new way of being, a spell of adjustment on all its beings.  The environment is never the same.  There is a spark, an asterix left behind, to tell a story, to haunt the territory with forever. A story is planted, a shift has taken place. I am part of the spell.  I have been entranced by this energy.

When the student is ready, the teacher appears. I find that to be so true.  Call it the law of attraction or pure coincidence, but I'm on an internal trip I've never had access to before.  The gates have opened, the walls are down, and I see the path to my heart. It's been a rocky couple of weeks, feeling like all this mumbo-jumbo emotional baggage has surfaced, and my first instinct is to sink it to the bottom as usual, just to keep my head up, but with a little patience and the help of a good friend, I'm riding the storm, seeing it through. The fight or flight instinct is so active in dating!  "What the hell am I getting myself into?"  "Is this going anywhere?"  "Am I really that into him?"  "Is he really into me??"  Ohh such classics. This new route is helping me face a lifetime of love-sludge, and shoveling it all out to get to the real me.  It's like an emotional cleanse, and I have to say tea has been an importan

Ahhhh... Sunday night writing to good music.  What could be better? Lots, I suppose, but I'm happily sitting here with my thoughts.  Which is why I'm writing. I've come to realize that I survive by getting it all out.  Sometimes I may share too much, but it's all I know. Recently someone commented on my writing, which has made me want to take a new approach to this blog, though I'm not entirely sure what it will be like.  I guess I want to leave more up to your own imagination, or deciphering, as it were.  And not necessarily about my love life, or whatever I may write about, but about your life, and what it all means to you. I can make sense of what's going on in me, but it's up to you to take what I might say and hopefully make you wonder more about yourself.  I suppose that's why I started writing this two years ago anyway, but I rarely leave room for interpretation, I usually spell it out. That's come to be a part of my being, who I am en